until the last beat of my heart
A model train on a thirty-metre looped track controls a narrative in real time, your access to this narrative will depend on that train’s journey in time relative to its position in its own defined space.
I can’t see any way around it. Nothing has ever happened. There have been no events – there never will be any. It is true (and I confess that this complicates matters) that every moment has the moments that lead up to it (perhaps with some anticipation) as it also has those moments that occur as a result of it. But for the life of me I cannot pinpoint any one of these moments ever actually having occurred… Maybe I am missing something.